I’m so very sorry that happened. Holy cow, that sounds like a colossal waste of time though.
You should se a therapist, though!
“Um… that’s why I took time out of my day to be here. Why wasn’t this a phone call, or literally anything else? You could be at home right now.”
Yes. I recommend being high, depressed, and suffering from a case of “couch-lock” so severe that even getting up to void one’s bladder becomes a monumental achievement.