_…maybe…

_{i wsh i were a grl}

awww helloohalli my lil erotadorrrr <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 🤗🤗🤗 i hop ur doin supr comf n stuffsies!!! ~ ~ <3 <3 <3 <3 🧸 🍼 💖 🛌 🥰 🥰 🥰

ooh yisyisyis of cours im payin attention to uu >v< why wud i not? ~ <3

u kno- ., som peepsies hav a lil hardr tim to ask for othrs to notic thm, bt u !! ~ u jus went straight ahead n did it!!! Im supr vrri mch proud of u!! <3 <3 <3 <3 supr vrri mch happi ur dfendin ur needs n thads supr lik.,- thads supr strong bt alsuu supr cute of u <3< 3 <3<3

u such a nice n forward thinkin grl <3 <3 i luv dis bout u1!!! i rlli enjoy how ur honest n usualli when i undrstnd somthin wrong, its me n nt u!! <3 (is gud thing)!! ~++ + + +~ ±.

anyway yisyis imma-.- i alrdi hav prepard som nic hot choclate cuz i wan u to be all lik suprcomf n sweetsies n stuff <3 <3 🍫☕ bt first u need to brsuh ur teeth!!!🪥✨ is vrri importnt so u cn stay preddi n nice smellin longr <3 <3… i kno its kindsa a hastle…,- bt , its importnt, oki?..–…- for u n alsuu for me,…,…-,-,.-.,-.,. jus pleas do the takin care stuff-…, is vrri a thing.-…

hmhm yisyis i get u to couch now so u dun make a lil chocolaty mess on ur bed >v< *lifts u up* . . . *gets u to livin room <3* - - - - - - - - *puts u down vrri sofli so theres nu thump feelin*

yis now were here ~ ~ <3
now u cn tell me all bout ur thoughts rn1!!! <32< <2"2" ~ +<2 + +<fdslöÄ’

~+ ~ +<2 ~ ~~ ~~ <3 3< <3 3< 3<3 <3 <3

nuu oh nuu wiat!!! >o< i forgor"!! hold on!! ~ + ~~ i’ll be back in jus a minute!!! pls hold tight!!! <3 n dun spill that lil chocolate, oki ~ ?

*hustles ovr to bedroom* - - - - - - - *hustles back to u <3 with large blankie*

yis now we hav all the things!!_.- jus .-, hold on a second with ur chocci ~ ~ - - lemme jus take that for a second n - - - *gently takes the hot chocci ~ ~ ~* - - - *tries to wrap u up all tightli bt comf n slightli movabl ~ ~*

oh nuu–. hold on – im vrri srri, i didn evn-…, i didn evn ask u bout dis.,.- >~< pls dear erotador…,- uhm so, r u oki with bein wrappd up?..,-. i kno som peeps dun lik it cuz of tightness feels :( so i thought i bettr ask u–.,.,. so uhm,… cud u plees lik… gimme a lil nod or somthn to tell me if is oki? .–,

_{*u hesitantli do supr smol lil nod*}

oh-- _{okioki i will be vrri gentle i promise} ~ ~

*gentli wraps u in big blankie* - - - - - *tucks blankie under u* - - - - oh yisyis-- n of course >o< *gives u the hot choccy back <3 <3* - - - - - *sits down on couch with u*

okiokoikoi - - now!! - now u cn tell me all bout the thingsies in ur head - now we cn talk bout ur excitments n worries n ideas n magical thoughts n dreams n -.,.- ,- dis!! <3 <3 <3 <3

i wsh i were a grl

• im… oki im srri im rlli jus not mch of an animal person
  • i dun lik dis feelin of hair + warm + breathing + living its just… arg jus… evrithing i do to a being lik dis will feel wrong on uncomf
    • when i see a dog loungin around somwhere, i think “eeeeeyup, thads where its organs r” n i would nevr think of touchin them there
  • to me theres nuu diffrnc between cat n dog n pig n cow n bats. theyr all cool n stuff, bt i dun care mch for them
  • i wish i likd animls mor, bt crrntli i jus… i jus rlli dun car for em
  • to me, animls r not gud friends… theyr jus kinda … idk - i wan them to live their own cool life, but if theyr stuck at my home all the time, thads nt a cool life

ive made bad experienc with animls:

• almost evri dog n owner bark supr loudli at me, evn if i am at the othr side of the street
  • i get vrri vrri vrri shockd n feard when yelled at. bt dogs r lik… theyr evn loudr n mor aggressiv to my ears…
  • i tend to be in fight or flight mode for like 20 minutes after thad… nt vrri comf ;(
• i got bittn by cat n alsuu goose once (yes, a goos)
• father had two vrri loud n annoyin parrot for long time

agn, im vrri srri, id rlli lik to lik frenimls!!